I have been scarred.

By you who ignored me.

The stabbing pain is still lingering.

It's as if it was yesterday,

You stabbed my heart.

Years have passed since,

I'm still unable to heal from it.

You have lost my trust.

Whenever I try to regain it,

It's as if like I'm peeling,

The scab covering my wound.

But I never did peel it too deep,

As the blood gushes out just at a touch,

I'm sorry but you've scarred me.

I'm sorry that I will never be able to regain,

The trust I had for you back then.

If only you did not ignore me,

Perhaps I am still able to,

Be a cheerful person,

Instead of an icy person,

As my "friends" claim.

You've scarred my life.

Just because of that sentence,

"I'm busy,"

Hope and trust is lost forever.

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You have to go through the 

RAIN

to enjoy the

RAINBOW

(:

You should know I'm referring to you.

Be strong.

In whatever it is that you plan to do.

Be strong.

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Oh, such disrespect.

I'm too tired to care anyways.

All I can say is adios~

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Homework are such a bother.

I'm willing to buy a dog that eats homework.

Anyone selling?

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I've done it.

Yes. I did it today.

I handed in my resignation letter.

But, Pn Seow won't accept it. Neither will I take it back.

I'm bloody leaving that stupid ass job behind.

I'm glad I finally did it. Never did want it in the first place.

Heck, I didn't even join St.John on my own will!!

Sure, I did love St.John during my stay but now I hate it.

It's not that I hate what St.John does. I don't hate what they do to help the society be a better place for everyone to live in.

It's just that I hate the donkey work they give students to do.

Blah blah blah blah.

I know it's to "train" the students to be better in the future and so on.

But that "training" didn't seem to work on me. It seem to have the opposite effect in fact.

I just don't want to leave St.John with a lot of bad memories in me.

Oh well, I did it anyway.

Whatever it is, they accept it or not, that's not in my concern anymore.

I resigned.

"na nun ireon yeoja ya."

[[ music ]] Ireon Yeoja(Just a Mean Woman)- Lee Soo Young
[[ mood ]] accomplished

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Thanks Simone..

You've been a great help to me.

It's nice talking to you.

Perhaps you're the someone I was searching for.

Thank you.

It's very comforting to know that someone actually listens to me and not criticize me.

I feel much better already. ^^-

[[ mood ]] cheerful

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I feel like I need someone to talk to.

I want someone that I can pour my mind to.

I want that someone to keep that a secret between us.

I want that someone to comfort me.

I want that someone to lend me a shoulder to cry on.

I want that someone to advice me.

I want that someone to be assuring and encouraging.

I want that someone now.

I want to talk.

I need someone to talk to.

Not my friends or family.

Just someone that will understand me.

Just someone that will be comforting and trusting.

Just someone who will accept me for who I am inside.

Where are you when I need you?

Please come to me now.

I beg you.

I need you.

[[ mood ]] squashed by uncertainty

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School's gonna start tomorrow....

I'm so not ready to go back to school...

Unlike last holidays...I wanted to go back to school because I had nothing to do during the hols..

But this time..

Forget it..I don't wanna go to school..

It's probably the WORST holiday I've ever had.

Didn't go anywhere..AT ALL!!!

except for work...

No outings with friends...Didn't even go to the cinema..

Horrible.

And there's homework to do..

OH my...I hated 2008. Hate it down to my bones. It's the least "memory making" year.

I mean, every year I have some beautiful memories that I keep with me but this year...hardly ever.

Aside the class painting and BBQ-ings...

I hope 2009 will be better.

OH well....All I can do is hope for the best...!!

Isn't it? Oh yea..I changed the picture ^ up there..

It perfectly describes my feelings during the holidays.

This is the ori pic...I changed it..a little..

okay..that's all...bye.

tomorrow I'm gonna dread school...

[[ show ]] Beethoven Virus
[[ mood ]] grumpy

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