I find it hard to believe that after one can encounter so many difficulties and angst in life, one can still come to a conclusion to right where they started with, which is the word is 'pink'.

I dont know what is wrong with me but it's as if the word is shinning with a different light. I'm seeing things...differently. I'm pretty easily annoyed nowadays. Sensitivity streak going haywire. Dont ask why cause I don't know myself. Since I think it's just me, getting all sensitive and stuff and getting annoyed inside or outside, I shall keep quiet about it till I can a comfirmation whether it's just me, or the rest of the world. Though the chances that it's just me pracicay shoots up to over 60%. But hey, I've got that 40% to count on to put the blame onto the world.

I remember black skies and lighting all around me,
I remember each flash as time began to burst,
Like a startling sight that fate had finay found me,
and your voice was all i heard,
and I get what I deserve.

oh yes.

TRANSFORMERS FREAKING ROCKS!

SOMEONE WATCH WITH ME AGAIN! INVITE ME! I CAN WATCH IT A HUNDRED TIMES AND NOT GET SICK! TAKE ME WITH YOU! FOO, TAKE ME! FOOVINNE TAKE ME! MOM! DAD! KARYEN! PINGQING! HAN! KAI! NIKI!!! ABOOO!!

*huff*puff*

I seriously love this movie. I LOVE transformers and I dont give a shit that Megan Fox is a man. She's all hot to me.

Wooooo~

p/s: I didn't get National Service.

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The policy of having science and math to be taught in english is now officially abolished.

One step forward and now two steps back.

Silly and stupid.

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[[ mood ]] cheerful

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TODAY...

was a really strange day.

This morning, I woke up at precisely 7.00 in the morning to get ready for PingQing to pick me up to go to the HELP Law Olympiad Quiz held in Anderson. As usual, I wake up groggily and got my head straight after complaining in my head for a few brief moments about waking up so early on a weekend. I brushed my teeth, washed my face, tied my hair into a pony tail and put on my school uniform. I quickly went down to make myself maggie. I waited...waited... Jiamin smsed

"woke up?"

I am insulted! Of course I did! We were supposed to reach by eight, but Qing's brother got lost driving us there when we missed a turn. Can you imagine? LOST in Ipoh. When we were FINALLY on the right track, near the park and before the round about, the road was BLOCKED for construction and we had no idea how to get there. SOOO, we walked....or in other words, ran.

If some of you don't know, Anderson has three gates. One main, one near the canteen, and one BACK gate. We were told to go in through the BACK gate and we RAN there in VAIN.

*pants*huff*puff*

while running, we passed by a group of Indian guys who are st.johners and they go,

"FUI yoh! 100 metres"

*REACHED*

Indian lady : Oh, the gate is closed here girls.
Junne and Qing : WHAT?!
Qing: Okay...thanks..

*runs again* JUNNE looks back and saw Qing slowing down*

Junne goes " do you want to run?"

Qing " I can't run anymore."

When we reached the second gate, it WAS LOCKED TOO!! Went to the OTHER, IT WAS LOCKED! Qing called our mates inside and no useful information was received. So we asked the same group of boys at the bus stop. He told us how to climb through the fence.......

the green stuff is grass...

There is a small door to get into the grassy area. At the grassy area, a retarded old metal fence divides the field and the grassy area. The fence, had a weird hole in it which was...climbable.. i think. And so, Qing PROFESSIONALLY took off her back pack and threw it to the other side and said, before she took the plunge, " I did this before.".

I did the same but what I failed to miss  the amount of red ants at the fence.. Those red ants looked as if they eat a horse for every meal. Now here's a question, were we SEEN?

YES. we were. There were guys jogging around the field who saw us climb in.

We hastily walked across the field and to the hall, and finally, we can proudly say, WE REACHED!!

I can also PROUDLY SAY THAT WE ARE THE NOISIEST HAPPIEST GROUP THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE QUIZ.

Yea... that's bout it..

oh yea. House had no electricity...

*SHRUGS*

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY FOOZY~BOOOO!!!!!!!

i love the stupid things we do together.

now would ya look at that..

YOU'RE GETTING SOOO OLD FOOO!!

No worries. I shall not reveal your age~

and HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY to Nikitha which was just yesterday

this is so us...but i bet you're gonna ask me on why I didn't put a BETTER picture..natural is better laaa

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Respect needs to be earned. The only way for one to respect you, is to respect one in return. This is basic common sense and I thought educators knew of such basic law of nature. It never struck me that some people can forget this and be so stupid and demand for respect and obedience.

We shall stand at attention when we are asked, not when we are told. We're not 3 if you haven't noticed.

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I am in rotten Singapore. To day is day 2 and yesterday was day 1.

Day1.

when we reached the custom, my uncle was there to pick us up and guide us to his house. so at the custom, they usually check our luggage out and stuff. This guy, this short, dark, golden haired gay lord with tight pants and retarded features came and acted extremely rude. My uncle's car was infront of us. After he checked my uncle's car, my uncle wanted to stay behind and wait till we're done. That gay lord said "Go la! Don't understand english iszit?!"

just like that! it was so uncalled for. SO rude. Singaporeans are such snobs and show offs. Seriously, I've been here for a day and I can tell the food SUCKS. God I hate singapore. That guy at the custom simply killed his country's first impression. If we had his name, we'd sue!

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Here it comes again. The 'not enough feeling. Once in a while, this little bugger seeps into my mind and starts putting crap in my head. It's not enough. This isn't enough, that isn't enough. I hate this feeling.

I don't know what's wrong with myself. I really don't. I'm sorry if I'm behaving rather unreasonably to the people around me, but I don't know what is wrong with myself and I don't know how to make it okay. When I am sane for a few seconds, I stop and think about the things I did, the things I said and the way I acted. For those few seconds, moments in fact, I feel bad and I feel like this. For those few moments, I feel miserable.

what's wrong with me....

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