I never said that wouldn't make mistakes. I'm only human and I figured that, that was my safe embrace. It may not be affecting you in certain areas in your life but it's turning into quite a distractionfor me. I do not like being frustrated and aggravated. I get drained with these emotions and it really sucks the life outta me.

I have to work harder. Dad said so and I must. I don't like disappointing him. It makes my world hell when that happens. I feel a little selfish nowadays.... Sigh.

That's all. I guess blogging will help me relieve some of my troubles/feelings from blowing outta proportion. But I feel that my blog seems so 'exposed' nowadays.

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