I'll gloat later when i get back..

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Gloat.

I stand up on my tree stump and announce to my fellow minions proudly over my success.

I BOUGHT A FREAKING IPOD TOUCH!

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

I'm so happy. Really. I am. The only thing that turns me off is the earphones. Don't get me wrong. The sound's great but when you have small ears like me, it's not so hot.

So she said what's the problem baby,
What's the problem I don't know well,
maybe I'm in love (love)~

-accidentally love-

Over the past week, I didn't do much, but I did SOMETHING.

Last Wednesday and Thursday, I went to Syuen Hotel with Foovinne to help out backstage for an even called Moonlight Seranade, performed by the international ensemble. It's quite cool. Backstage is hard work. To think this is what FOO WANTS TO DO. GOD FOO. Is this some power loving mania?? Being the boss is great but being the one working?? Keng Yee made it all much more easier though. That man brightens the boring backstage.

I am really lazy now...

Shall picture post next time..

[[ music ]] accidentally in love-counting crows
[[ mood ]] exhausted

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new skin not very nice... but I can't be bothered to fix it as i stupidly deleted the old one.

[[ mood ]] annoyed

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It's strange really. The position I'm in is only slightly new to me. To get to know someone even better. But it's good right? The feeling of sudden nostalgia puts a little warmth to it. Who knew you can be so afraid and safe at the same time~?^^

Aside from that, I am not picture blogging. what's wrong with me.

look at this man...

this was like...forever ago...

MP, three years ago.. farewell party..

those were the days...

[[ mood ]] blah

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"You don't know me, you don't even care"

-boston-

Today was a really really long day. The first thing I noticed in the morning when I reached school was the field. I always look at it as I walk to class and I noticed that the air was thick with dust. Disgusting. Today, I sang all day and did a little addmath. I skipped EST. I felt like barfing all day because I had air in my stomach as I ate dinner quite late yesterday. During choir practice, I walked  and tripped and a nail scratched my leg and left a deep wound. I was tired and sleepy. I went home and slept. I was a little nervous about the performance, so I didn't sleep well and kept dreaming bout the concert and waking up every 15 minutes. I had quite a terrible time but you know, I try to plaster a smile this time. Karyen came over soon after and abo drove us to the venue. I had heels on that I couldn't walk on. Guess what? They're pretty retarded and broken. Nevertheless, I try to be happy.

Choir was alright and there we didn't embarrass ourselves. The ballet was....alright. I enjoyed the first part. We walked to row of cafes along Kinta River. While walking, my feet hurts so bad that I took off m shoes and walked. Still, smile bout it. Walked back the same way and Wing changed shoes with me quarter more way. She tried to piggy back me too. XD

I am tired, annoyed and pressured.

I do not like being like this. Now that I think about it, what was there for me to smile about anyway. I did had a pretty horrid day. Sometimes I wonder how I can be so happy and okay about it. How other people can stand my positiveness at their sorrow. I usually say that we can't  both be sad but heck, maybe they actually find it annoying inside.

......

what the hell am I talking about...

so tired.. must be tired the JunNe talking. I'm not even gonna read this post again. Grammar and spelling errors, go away.

I have to wake up at 4.30 in the morning tomorrow for a field trip. Crazy? Totally man...................

and I hate walls. I'm too afraid to bash em up to find out what's behind it. I think I'll ignore the wall and draw the path on the wall and be delusional and think I'm happy..

Delusional...

God...

[[ music ]] void
[[ mood ]] aggravated

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I never said that wouldn't make mistakes. I'm only human and I figured that, that was my safe embrace. It may not be affecting you in certain areas in your life but it's turning into quite a distractionfor me. I do not like being frustrated and aggravated. I get drained with these emotions and it really sucks the life outta me.

I have to work harder. Dad said so and I must. I don't like disappointing him. It makes my world hell when that happens. I feel a little selfish nowadays.... Sigh.

That's all. I guess blogging will help me relieve some of my troubles/feelings from blowing outta proportion. But I feel that my blog seems so 'exposed' nowadays.

bla bla blaa

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a different toll is being taken..

sigh...

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