To those who I did not reply and are offended that I didn't reply when you wished me Happy New Year.

I am broke.

Enough said.

[[ music ]] Mom yakking hakka
[[ mood ]] disappointed

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I am very irritated with Kumon's incompetence and mistakes. To me at least. I hate that place. Period. I dispise it completely. I loathe it and wishes it to rot in hell for eternity with flames that would burn it's rotten mentality to no end. Kumon..go to hell.

[[ music ]] Kumon cd
[[ show ]] desmond's face
[[ mood ]] angry

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Now, thou shall be referred as...*drum rolls*

KUMON KID aka KK.

Begin.

KK is an idiot. I hate KK. KK has ruined my life and I sometimes find it weird as I have this evil satanic mind to ruin KK's life too. I hate KK. Today, KK woke me up out of no apparent reason. My head hurts. Like shit. Shit is be littlling it. Vilification infact. I am at the edge of kicking the bucket. Awaken by an annoying knocking sound in the morning, I felt completely exasperated and slugged my way to the door, to open and to see KK standing there with a devilish smile saying " You noe wad mamie say yestaday?"

*slams door*

IS HE TRYING TO USE HER TO OVER POWER ME?!

my head hurts.

...

fuck. i can't help it. I SAID IT!

%$@#

AND I'LL SAY IT AGAIN! %&*@

HE ASKED A STUPID QUESTION. IT'S TO ANNOY ME! I KNOW IT! BECAUSE HE ASKED EVERYONE THIS

HE WANTS ME TO EXPLAIN IT TO HIM AGAIN! ON PURPOSE!

WHYISHEDOINGTHISTOME!?ONLYME!I'MNOTTHATSPECIALSOWHYME!?HEJUSTASKEDMEHOWCOMETHEWORDDESKHASTHEALPHABETD.E.S.WHYME.HEKNOWSALREADYWHYASKMEAGAIN

SOANNOYINGICAN'TTAKETHISSORTOFPRESSUREIT'SKILLINGMESLOWLYICAN'TGETMARRIEDANYMOREICAN'TSTAND

HAVINGCHILDRENIT'SALIEIHATEKIDSIHATEKIDSIHATEKIDSHISEFFINGENGLISHANNOYSMETOTHEPITOFDOOM

WHYME!??????!!!

MY SISTER RATHERS WORK IN THE SHOP THAN BABYSIT HIM. NOW I UNDERSTAND WHY...

i hate my life.

[[ music ]] KUMON ENGLISH 6A-11. LET'S SAY THE WORDS CLEARLY.
[[ mood ]] effed up

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Okay, I went out on the 28th with Karyen. Here are some pics..

Me looking for clothes....

So many people in line...

Pregnant lady clothes... Didn't buy anything in the end.

Then we went to watch this boring terrible movie called Spirit...so bored...

acting dumb...

sushi with karyen..

The night itself...me and foovinne chatted with foo. The better picture is in my phone but I do not know how to work it..nor do I bother learning how to use this thing called Nokia. I refuse.

Yumcha..with vins and des

des....

The very next day, I went to Klang. The trip lasted till the 1st. Everytime I go there, I get wine and cheese cake. Lol.

Had dinner in Tavern. It rocks I tell you. ROCKS.LOVE THE FOOD.

they have lots of pictures of family and friends that hang out there during new year and other occasions. I saw me and my sisters..bet you can't find us..

on the 30th, I went out with Honkeat and wengkee. at pavilion.. I like pavilion. *smiles*

I love this more................. This thing..this magical object. this duper camera...is not appreciated by it's owner. Apparently, he is going to upgrade this already wonderful object. Lets hope that he'll love it more after he upgrades it.

oh yea. notice anything different bout this picture?

that's all. Will update again when I get back my pendrive.

[[ music ]] Break the ice
[[ mood ]] blah

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Just here to say that I'm still alive. Barely...but surviving nevertheless.

Everything will be alright.

-deformedsloth-

I am counting the days that one has ignored me.

[[ music ]] How to save a life
[[ mood ]] exhausted

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I have thought of a layout which I have no time to make... It suits me way better as it is in darker colours. Besides that, school started and the colours SHOULD be gloomier... Damn..

owh well.

-alive and kickin-

[[ music ]] rehab
[[ mood ]] artistic

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Purple cardilacs.....and pyjamas boy...

Falling bricks and drowning polar bears..

what a day... WHAT a day..

[[ music ]] han and kai conversation
[[ mood ]] discontent

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Wall of glass, wall of glass,
why must you torture me so?
For apples I want,
and apples I don't get,
you leave me here watching,
famished, soon dead.

Blissfully walking on my path, is something life will never allow. For there are bumps here and there and falling flower pots everywhere. I imagine a sun shine filled path, with an apple tree ahead. Each apple tree I pass, I ignore for I want the furthest ahead. I made no effort, to save and build food for my journey, and soon, hunger stroke my head. Tired and famished, I keep walking as the I feel that the tree is near. I can't turn back and and get those other apples as they are already too way back. I see it now, I run towards it and BUMP! my forehead red. A bump in my head, and falling flat on my back, I slowly collected myself. I see the tree ahead but WHY?! I CAN'T REACH THE APPLE OF MY EYE! I seem dazed and blurr as it still comes to me as a shock. I reach out my hand and there it is! That HUGE THICK GIANT GLASS BLOCK. I go closer and felt it with both hands, rubbed the wall in vain. No opening, no weakness, it stands firm blocking, giving me a whole bucket of pain. A ladder I see, 50miles UP it goes then down again to the other side. I can't reach it, no way I can't as I am too hungry inside. So there I sat with no food at all, just staring at the apple tree. Passer bys who come, goes up and down, chowing down my fruit. I sit there, jealous and blue, wishing that I were you.

*sigh* sometimes, we never get what we want

[[ music ]] Circus
[[ mood ]] sleepy

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Alrightie! Picture Blogging!

Let me show you some pups~ and Luca the Husky.

then here comes the I'm so bleeding bored picture..[during holidays]

Then the first day of school.......

at home...

class...

I tell you...this deskmate of mine can sleep anywhere in any position..i tried it once and i didn't find it comfortable..but slept on anyway..

whale? I don't get it too..

and look at those pampered form ones going to school with PARENTS.

and you know..this is my school. This is from the form five block view and I had to walk ALL THE WAY TO THE OTHER END OF THE WORLD to get to the gate.. Don't we have a pretty rain tree~? I had to. I take the other gate now but unforutnately, they lock it up at bout 2 o'clock. I had to climb... God damn it aight?

and here's Jiamin asking me "where's I-MAY???"

I bought a bottle! 1.5litres from here! the pc7 ones are cancerous..

I had a very nice sandwich yesterday.

And this is how I felt after one week of school..

SIGH!

bonus~

[[ music ]] Lost-coldplay
[[ mood ]] crappy

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School is a weird place to be....

Hahahahhahaaa..made this. I love cameras...

[[ music ]] Lies-bigbang
[[ mood ]] creative

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Now the ladder is gone. The wall is still there. The apples are almost gone. I am on the ground. Suddenly, a man appears. I see his pointed brown shoes. I gaze up. He is old and tall, like a wizard. With a blue crooked tall hat and silver framed spectacles. Eyes of grey and and hair so white. His beard goes all the way down to the ground covering the front of his dark blue robe. He stands there slouching, looking at me. He seemed puzzle. I stared back. He stood up straight and his shadow casts over me. I can't see his face. The sun behind him is too glaring but I saw one thing. He was smiling. Grinning in fact. Or more to smirking. It was a combination. A smile so unpredictable that I simply stared at him blankly. He just kept looking.

I looked away and kept staring at my tree. I reach out my hand and felt the icy hard transparent wall again. Still there. Damn it. The old man squatted down with me and looked where I was looking. He had a cane with him. I didn't notice that. I long cane with a twisted top. He is still smiling. My stomach growled. How embarrassing! Now I'm annoyed.

"My dear child, what are you staring at for so long?" he said with his smile still plastered on his face.

"......"

"Now, now, you can tell me. I'm not going to tell anyone about what I heard. Infact, all stomachs growl when they're empty~!"

I turned and glared at him. He looked me in the eye. His smiling jolly eyes. Sarcasm. I feel it.

"Oh, don't be angry now. What's wrong? You can trust me. This old bag of bones ain't no teller tale. So tell me." and he puts his ear nearer to my face.

"......I'm hungry. I'm staring at the tree."

" The tree? What tree? I see no tree."

I looked at him, dumbfounded.

" It's right there and I can't get there."

"Hmmmm...well...this 'tree' you say..pleases you?"

"Yes. Ofcourse. It's filled with big shiny red delicious looking juicy [and the list goes on] apples!"

" I see...so..why don't you walk there?"

I feel insulted.

" ....Fine. You go first." I stood up.

"Jolly I will~" He stands up and straightens himself up and marched straight towards the wall.

He passed. He continued walking a few steps further leaving me glued to the ground, awe strucked, jaw dropped.

" Well? Come on child. I believe that tree of yours isn't that far away."

"......."

"Well?" He looked at me.

I took a chance. Took a step and..

LAZY. continue next time...

[[ mood ]] aggravated

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I am being fed with spoon fulls of happiness and believe me when I say that it is definitely possible to get sick of such sugary sweets that make your mouth sticky every single day. You might think I love it but dude, I get sick of it very easily as I am not used to such regular dosage of candy. The candy would fill me up fast and when I am full, I would have a defferent way of looking at the treat. It  may look deliciously scrumptious to you but for me, I'd look at it with utter disgust and dislike. The stickiness would annoy me gravely and soon make me sick. If I don't like it, I don't like it. Yeah. Whatever. Who cares what I like or dislike. JunNe, you're such a whiner!

what the hell am I saying?!! I'm talking rubbish again. Must be lack of sleep and the bundles of homework.

Shall I continue with the last time? I guess.

and...WHAM!!

I knocked my head, head-on againts the wall and I fall back. The old man simply stared at me. I rubbed my forehead, swearing under my breath. I sit down. Once again, I stay glued to the floor. I refuse to move. You can't make me. I refuse. Such embarrassment needs time to be gotten over with. This time he sits next to me, hugging his knees just like me, placing his feet just like me, folding his arms, just like me!

"What's wrong?"

"........." Is he KIDDING or something? I bumped my head in thin air. I knew t was going to happen. I'm totally whacked...what is happening to me..

"So..tell me now. What do you see?" He asked me gently. The old man sounded less tricky for once.

"......."

"I can't help you if I can't see what you see. You see a tree, I don't. You feel a wall, I don't. You see a path, I don't."

I took a breath. Took a chance.

"I see the tree."

"a tree.." he said to himself..

"Apple tree."

"Ahh...apple tree."

" That's all." I ended. I felt exasperated. Pointless. It's like talking to a four year old. He sat closer to me. This time, he placed his hands over my eyes. He covered them. His hands were wrinkly but soft. He must've lived for so long..

" What do you really see?" He whispered in my ear. He took his hands off.

"Look closer...." he said again.

I did. I tried.. and I saw something. It's a-

....................................................................................................................

and I'm lazy again. I wonder what PQ will say this time...

cheerio

[[ mood ]] tired

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I've been staring at the computer for six hours straight up. I'm straight falling for Jiyong. HE ROCKS!

MAN I LOVE THIS FANFIC!!

[[ mood ]] crazy

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[[ mood ]] full

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I was about to eat Des's head alive when he played with my earphones and misplaced them. Literally. Must be the tiredness making me this easily worked up.

I am in no mood for petty problems like making other people happy. Yes, I don't care if I am at fault. So sue me.

[[ music ]] Wonderful
[[ mood ]] gloomy

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....

*puzzled*

I just went to someone's blog and...

Who takes pictures of their own toes...?

 yeck!

I am sick. I think.

[[ music ]] Love story
[[ mood ]] blah

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I am going to rant. I shall be discreet. I wish my blog was in a more depressing colour though. It suits my mood nowadays.

Decline sugar and sugar will eat you up. No, I do not feel bad when the person offering me sweets had a major disappointed and slighly spiteful look when I declined the candy. I am rude and mean and I am not afraid to hide it. I sometimes wonder how good I am at being two-faced and sometiems, I can't do t at all. And that's just because I don't like it. Oh no. The phone is ringing. I fear it's evil tune. Anyways, I feel exasperated by the people who try to stuff me with candy. When I say no, they sulk in hope that I will feel the slightest bit of guilt and take up the offer. How wrong they are. I dislike it when people act like they know me THAT well. Lies. Stop acting like that as I find it impossibly annoying and I simply feel like stuffing your head into a meat blender when you get all chummy with me. Do not make me like you. I like when I like you. Don't push it. It makes me tired to bottle up my feelings. To smile at you like it's okay sucks out my strength and makes me more cranky at the end of the day. On top of that, I also get annoyed with myself for being kind and not honest with people like that. I scream in my head asking myself "WHY DIDN'T YOU JUST SAY IT?! NOW IT'S TOO LATE!!". Yes. I talk to myself in my head. When I am angry or troubled or more oftenly, annoyed, I talk to myself in my head. Words and adjectives would just rush in within my mind and majorly over stuff it, giving me a headache. No, I can't express it. If I do, I don't think I'll have friends anymore. Someone slap me. I'm so tired. My eyes hurt. I lost my good hairclip and fringe is annoying me like hell. I lost my good hairtie at the beginning of the year too. My nametag is losing colour and I'm too lazy to get chalk to colour it back. Desmond is annoying. I feel like crap. My head is heavy and stupid mosquitoes keep lingering near my ear as I sleep which just aggravates me when they won't go away after I fling my hand.

I think that's it. Why can't I print out some posts to paste in my journal for school? That way, I don't have to write it down. I can just type, which is way more convenient.

I'm yakking again. must stop. stop...

STOP..........

stop.2

[[ music ]] with you
[[ mood ]] accomplished

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Good day. Should be bout 16 or 15 secs for 100m race. I wanna get in!

Running feels good!

[[ mood ]] exhausted

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In life, we often look forward..

Sometimes, we look down and feel nostalgic.

But MOST of the time...we are IGNORANT. *LOOK AWAY*

yea...bah humbug.. I was rather upset. THANKS BABI! YOU'RE THE MAN!

[[ music ]] remember
[[ mood ]] accomplished

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DARLING PUIYAN! YOU ARE SUCH A BIG GIRL NOW!

I LOVE YOU!!!!!!

I have known you for 5 years and so far, I have loved everybit of it! YOU RAWK!

[[ music ]] FIREWORKS
[[ mood ]] cheerful

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"She flies a kite. She flies a kite." (say it again twice)

It's new year. Chinese New Year to be exact. Everyone who is still in school will logically get a week of holiday from school. Not me. Nosiree....[don't know how to spell that really]..not me. I have work. I'm doing the drinks this year. Shoving my hands into ice and washing hundreds and hundreds of coffee stained cups. I rather do this than be the cashier as when one is the cashier, they have to look at snotty cranky impolite rude loud [most of em] customers all day long. The down part of handling the drinks is that your knuckles get really  bruised as every time you shove your hand in the bucket to get the ice, your knuckles knock againts the ice. Ouch! Most importantly, I rather do that than teach Kumon to Desmond. Kumon sucks. DOWN WITH KUMON AND CURSE IT ALL!

yea. that's my new year. My feet really hurts cause I don't get to sit all day when I work.

cheerio

[[ music ]] love story
[[ mood ]] calm

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I randomly type my name in this thing and THIS POPS OUT?!

enjoy.

[[ music ]] chariot
[[ mood ]] content

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I am extremely happy today~

woohoo!

[[ music ]] chariot
[[ mood ]] cheerful

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Ignorance. Ignore. Ignorant Ignoring.

Ignorance is bliss.

Does this apply to everyone? Everytime I get worked up over something mediocre, they tell me to ignore it and apply to the concept that ignorance is bliss. Nevertheless, we must all acknowledge the fact that bliss comes to everyone differently. In my point of view at least. To some people, ignorance would worsen the condition and cause more aggravation becasuse of lack of power over a sort of problem. They tend to have the urge to take over and have control over everything. It relaxes them to know that they know everything, even IF it's a problem.

Work is exasperating. My feet hurts real bad. Yea. Call me spoilt. Whatever. I work a minimum six hours a day without rest, without SALARY and without appreciation. I have the right to whine a little. If you still think I'm spoilt, it means you have worked harder than me. I pity you. I don't mind working but it's really taking it out of me. So tired. I HATE customers who look at me like I'm uneducated. Buddy, I am NOT uneducated. I am a good daughter. I know how to c-o-m-m-u-n-i-c-a-t-e. I know how to s-p-e-a-k. I am not d-e-a-f. It's really just not nice to look at me like that and with a sight of disgust. I am more disgusted. I pity you, simpleton. I also dislike customers who stares. Dude, what the HECK are you staring at?! Is there a big sign on my forehead that says "LOOK AT ME!"?. Evidently, no. It is a holiday and I am working. Chinese New Year in fact. To the people who had fun and went traveling, I am very happy for you. I hope you do not look at me like I'm dirt poor when I tell you I had to work during new year. I hate people who look at me like that. Its not that i'm loaded or something, its just that I hate people who pity me because they're richer. Go eat your own swollen head.

What am I talking about...I think i'm tired. I'm sleepy.Peace out.

[[ music ]] Chariot
[[ mood ]] blank

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