We had a field trip yesterday. To the most boring places..

We went to a Hutan Paya Bakau. Which is actually a swamp. Not very swampy but still a swamp. We went to a zoo too. The one in Taiping. The animals are crazy I tell you. I didn't take a camera. So I'll post the pictures I stole.

that's pq and me. sleeping. typical...

That's all I have. Yijern snapped that picture. She snaps the most random things.. 

[[ music ]] Jay chou- secret
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Alright, now I have the mood to write about how (lets put it bluntly) SLOW our country is. After the field trip, I find am lost for words.

We went to a swamp at first. Swamps are suppose to be muddy and WET. Somehow, the earth is rather dry. It's only damp, not WET. There were plenty of mosquitoes. None survived after touching my skin. There was a talk on what they do with the trees.

The usual, cut it down, burn it, sell it. It's used to make charcoal. What I don't understand is why do we have to sell the Japanese our wood instead of making use of it ourselves. They crap bout how much they sell and earn from the japanese but HECK, the Japanese are earning LOADS more from OUR WOOD. They make face guk, herbs, pills, drink and SO MANY things while we.... just sell it.

Next, we went to a zoo.

The zoo was terrible. The last time, I came with my family, I rode on the train thingy. I probably missed all that sad and sick animals since we were traveling fast. This time, I walked and saw EVERYTHING.

Those animals are depressed and sad. Pure sad. Nothing can top their expression. Bet they don't even find it fun anymore to make more kids. Why? They don't want their kids to be sad.

They just sit there all day long, hoping that animal god will be nice enough to kill them rather than put them in this so called 'paradise'. Animal god is sure smart to give them such a punishment. They must've done something really bad in their past lives to deserve this piece of good for nothing life. I bet they're all crazy.

Most of them has skin problems. Including the birds. There are Hornbills with rotting beaks for crying out loud. The lions don't have manes. There was this ostrich which really caught my eye. You see, when we eat chicken, we have to strip them of their feathers. Leaving them with small lil hairs on their butts. That's how the ostrich butt looked like. I'm not being disgusting. Just truthful.

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Arts or Science?

 which one...which one...

 *takes out a coin to flip*

[[ music ]] anythig you can do i can do better
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Once again.. I'm sick. God damn it.

Why me...

Everywhere aches. I can't breathe. My head hurts. I can't eat sleep and breathe. How am I to survive?

And YES,

I'M DRINKING WATER! 

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After seeing almost everyone posting bout what they want, I'll post one too.

I want a bean bag.

I want Park Yoo Chun. (or you could just get me one of those big sign board thingies where ppl put outside their store) 

I want money$$ *EVERYONE can give me That*

I want a machine gun to share with Qingx on her birthday.I like the ones stuck to the ground better as they have better fire power but qingx wants the one strapped to your chest. Whichever is fine.

I would love back stage passes.

A  new phone would be nice. (black)

I want a  pair of scissors. Now really, there's not even a SINGLE PAIR IS THIS BLEEDING HOUSE!

I want a bottle. A nice one, to bring to places I need to bring like school or dance class. I never bring water. That's why I'm SICK.

I want a really nice heart mind and soul TVXQ poster for my empty empty hungry wall.

I want to miraculously lose weight.

I want the BLEEDING POST MAN TO SEND MY AATVXQS2 FASTER! IT'S BEEN TWO WEEKS MAN! GET A MOVE ON BEFORE I SHOVE MY FIST
IN YOUR THROAT!

I want to travel.

I want to meet up with some friends.

I want to go for a movie.

I want my sister to stop being so cranky when she drives and amazingly know the direction of everywhere I want to go. 

I want abo's house to build faster.

I want stumpy and Vito to PUT A SOCK IN IT in the morning.

I want more clothes. T-shirts to be exact. I'm a teen. I'm suppose to wear shirts. Not blouses. I have no clothes to sweat in!

I want my dance instructor to stop laughing when I get something wrong. 

I want to have the guts to get highlights in my hair.(not fair!! Rob's sister dyed her hair PURPLE!)

You can get me cds too! NO EAR RINGS! But necklaces are fine! Anything to do with DBSK IS FINE TOO.

I already have

1. Rising sun concert dvd

1. First album Rising sun

2. Second album "O" *both versions*

3. Heart mind and soul

4. Tri-angel

5. Loving you

6. Five in the black

7. (coming soon) All about TVXQ SEASON 2

 But what I reeaaalllly want, is to TOUCH HUG PARK YOOCHUN!!

YES!

cheerio. 

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Okay. Concert.

When we reached, the line was SO BLOODY LONG! It was under the sun and fans were seen waiting there with.It wasan umbrella in their hand. We went to ask where we should wait. Left pit. We walked towards the area. There were people selling merchandises already. It was only one. We walked to our area and quickly took a spot. sat there. Me and qingx decided to walk around the stadium. we walked and walked. There were gates but they were covered with a huge piece of black cloth. Like hell, that can stop us. Fans were already pulling it down with a stick. We ended up standing there spying and OH MY GOSH!!!!!! I SAW PARK YOOCHUN REHEARSING! SINGING!

Yea, i saw some guy sing and i screamed his name out. so what?

we stood there for suite some time and then we walked back. Then it was kar yen's and suet yan's turn to walk. Wait.. bought stuff... I'm so broke. Waited till bout seven. No food. Survived on water and an apple. I had to meet up with Jasmine. Occasionally, fans would scream as if they passed by.

when a 'sound' was heard, EVERYONE STOOD UP AND LINED UP. I could hardly breathe. RAN IN! kar yen's shoe came out. qingx was fast. RAN LIKE MAD! GOT GOOD POSITIONS!!!!!

Yoochun came out,SCREAM~!

Kl ppl aren't fun at all. Me and Qingx are louder than them. :p

He was so cute... jaejoong was so... okay..skip this..

I ran out of the railing three times to give him my present. Jaejoong saw me. Yoo chun looked at me like I was mad. I was the ONLY person who actually ran out. WHY!?! WHY DIDN'T HE SMILE!?!?

he was so blur.. He saw me. I BET HE DID!

yea... that's that.

I love TVXQ!

so tired... 

[[ mood ]] sore

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Now really, I hate backstabbing.

I'm sorry if I sense annoyance even though I'm well, 'not suppose to'. I'm fucking annoyed. Some people should just shut up when it comes to bashing. No one's perfect. That's for sure.

Just because one is quiet, doesn't mean they're incapable of pure annoyance. Some people just think they're not spoilt just because they're not rich. Shit. If ya think people would give you sympathy just because you don't have something, get real.

What's worse is when one bashes about other people when they themselves aren't worth very much either.

Friends are just people you laugh with.

die for you? loyalty?

get a life. that time is over. 

[[ music ]] Timeless- Zhan Liyin ft. Xiah Junsu
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*laughs*

no one's that stupid after all..

[[ music ]] Holding back the tears
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