Alright..exams are over. The usual thing.. got sick and stuff.. I'll be more descriptive.
BEFORE exams
I was trying to cram 3 years of education in one week. It might be possible. We'll see when my results are out. I wasn't in a really good mood. Tuition wasn't helping much as I have finished all my books. Everyone was not that stressed.
The day before the exams, many things happened. Before school, I puked. I woke up to find that my sister is in the bathroom again doing god knows what. She takes forever. She hands me the toothpaste and tells me to go downstairs. Never mind that. I drank a glass of warm water and before I knew it, my stomach started to over turn. I felt it. I was already in my room then. I ran outside and puked the water out. All the toilets were occupied.
Exams were..fine.
I went home. Slept.
I really don't understand why we have to line up half an hour earlier before the exam. As if we're running around like apes.
On the first day, something happened too. When we get into the hall, we're suppose to stand up till we greet the teacher. I went in, casually sat down and slept. My friend was like;
"Ah JunNe. JunNe! stand up ah..."
Was I seen? YES.
Stuff happened at home too. After the exam, went home, took a bath. I sniffed and felt a horrid taste down my throat. I looked in to the mirror and touched my nose. It was blood. First thing I said, "shit".
Two more days, the same thing happened.
I slept a lot during exams. I was scared of history. I couldn't sleep which made me feel terrible as I had double papers. I couldn't even fall asleep in class. I carved on the table too. I hope the form 5 student won't come and find me. I had wooden tables. I carved it with my compasses during math.
Since my nose bled twice, My friend told me that I might have cancer. I had doubts of survival.
I'm suppose to write a lot but I'm allowed to be lazy now. Oh well..
Cheerio~
[[ music ]] Bring em back
[[ book ]] Grimm's fairy tales
[[ mood ]] happy



*in denial*




