I'm currently in a foreigner's house. Yes. Indeed I am. It's already one am and I'm still awake. I bet my parents are drunk. My dad said that he would only drink and be a drunkard once a week but I guess that's not very true anymore. I'm in someone's house blogging. It's rude but I dont really give a damn actually. I never actually followed the rules. Just like my homework in school. Never completed. I still dont have my math text book. It's March. I have apparently survivrd without one for approximately for 3 months. 3 months of homework are undone and left in the corner to rot. I am rotting here myself anyway. This kid is sleeping on my arm. She weighs a ton. She's so irratating. I want to slap her. Why cant this kid stop hitting me.. She takes my cap and throws it around...

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It's been such a long time since I last blogged.

My tuition teacher is called Mr.Chun. He has taught me for about 8 years. He's a caunsellor. When I was young, he would make me pay attention while he teaches. SO that I wont doze off or anything. But as I grew older, I find myself very capable of day dreaming during his class without him noticing. I sit right next to him for god's sake. I learned how to listen and dream at the same time. My family and I plans to watch 300 at 6.15p.m today. I hope it's good. I'm trying to call my sister now and she isn't picking up the bloody phone. I am at the edge of swearing out loud. Why can't she just pick upi the bloody phone.

 Cheerio.

[[ music ]] DBSK- step by step
[[ book ]] My sister's keeper
[[ mood ]] lonely

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It's clear. I'm at the pathetic growing up stage. It's like suddenly, I caught the second child syndrome. I want attention. More. Crap it. WHAT AM I SAYING!??!!!

 Well, it's not my fault I feel unwanted nowadays. Nobody's probably gonna read this. Wellx, maybe except for Foo. She's different. She needs an update from home. I dont know. Maybe everyone's busy nowadays. We dont talk. We dont even say hi. Even if they're online or not. Maybe you know who you are.. I'm whinning like some baby now and I know it. Worst of all,my sister is right. It's the depression phase. I THOUGHT i was over it heck..am I wrong.

The world isn't out to get me and I refuse to admit it. It really sucks when you're completely ignored, blown off and isolated from the people, and especially the people you want attention from. School's starting and I still haven't designed the T-Shirts for Kar Yen. She's going to freak if she doesn't see it on Monday. Even IF i seriously dont give a damn. Why in the world did I not say no...

I'm also feeling down. It really blows off a happy person and I'm sorry but I'm CRANKY! DEAL WITH IT!! ....

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I just used my sister's word. Maybe she's contagious.

Auurrggghh....Why cant they just reply my messages. If i did anything wrong, I'm sorry but I seriously cant remember anything I did wrong. Now everything is turning into YOU people's fault if you keep ignoring me!

....

Christ.

I have to stop this before more rubbish comes out.

Checking out. 

[[ music ]] Scandal
[[ mood ]] gloomy

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There's a world where I can go and tell my secrets to,

In my room, In my room,

In this world I lock up all my worries and my fears,

In my room, in my room.

 

Do my dreaming and my scheming,

Lie awake and pray,

Do my crying and my sighing,

Laugh at yesterday.

 

Now it's dark and I'm alone,

But I wont be afraid,

In my room, in my room,

In my room, in my room,

In my room, in my room. 

[[ music ]] In my room.
[[ book ]] Narnia
[[ mood ]] optimistic

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Ahhhhhh...........................

I'm so so lazy....

[[ music ]] Will you be my gf?-TVXQ
[[ book ]] Desperaux
[[ mood ]] tired

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Gosh.. I've been running around the school today. Such a busy busy day. Woke up and rushed as usual. Pretty normal only with that I've got twice as many things to bring. Had to bring my player as nobody has one at home. Had to bring my full st.john uniform for pictures. I also had to bring my usual stuff. I manged though. No complaints here.

First, I took the chess club pic. I was form rep. There were four form reps..I dont know why there are so many. Then after recess, Victoria. We got SECOND...SECOOOOOONNNNDDDDD THIS YEAR!!! IN YOUR FACE CROSBY!!!!IN YOUR FACE MY DEAR SISTERS!!!!!!!

Yea. That. Then St. Jonh.

Currently:

I love Dong Bang Shin Ki. It's a fad. I know. And to foo, it's THAT growing stage thingy la. But still, I love them! I need they're CDs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The concert showcase just blew me off....

[[ music ]] DBSK-Give me some of that
[[ show ]] DBSK showcase
[[ mood ]] envious

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Crap....

Out of stock..

Fire is a good servant but a bad master..

Today...a day of pure waste of time... I cant believe myself. 

 

 Life is like riding a bicycle, you don’t fall off unless you plan to stop peddling.

Even if you don't want to fall, you end up falling. It only depends if you have the nerve or the guts to stand back up.. 

 

[[ music ]] The way you are-TVXQ
[[ mood ]] restless

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