Boredom. Tediousness.

Nothing is merely impossible. Everything is merely possible.

Almost everybody in the world has experienced something we know as boredom. Lets say, 70% or more? Something as common as boredom can drive people to do very silly and stupid things. If it's in a grave condition, it might, it could, it will, drive you simply mad.

 Today is the last day of my holidays. I shall go to school tomorrow. Which means, no more staying up late to unreasonable hours, no more taking naps, no more treating my books like garbage and no more going out. Apparently, I'm not as upset as i predicted. I kinda miss school. It's when I finally see my friends. I miss it. During school, we eat lunch together, play pranks together, laugh, talk and loads more. It's nice.

Now, what I have done during the holidays. I have suceeded (unfortunately) to make myself extremely ocupied during the holidays and during school. Which means, I will be learning something new everyday. Even my weekends are occupied. With both pysical and mental education. It's part of my life I guess. I only hope that it all pays off. I'm going to be 15 this year which means I will be taking PMR. I hope I do well. I started studying. Sort of. It's unwilling, but I did get some work done. I went to my first camp this year. It has both good and bads times. I have to go now. Lunch awaits. I'm dead hungry.

Cheerio... 

[[ music ]] Friends- I'll Be there for you
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You know what?

I hate horrors. I just watched one. I barely got throught it. During the movie, music was being blasted in my ears from my headphones. Yes, you could say just not watch it but curiousity reigns supreme...

Friggin horrors.. 

Oh yea..remember the so called expensive lotion my sister got me for christmas?

You see, she took it and used it for herself instead. Gee...I feel so loved..

Which makes me thankful, that Foo doesn't like Wang Lee Hom. My mom seems to lecture alot nowadays. I am her new prey. I hope she stops as it is getting very irratating. Simple to say, I hate it. I sometimes question myself on how can ANYONE be that sensitive. I also question the ways how some parents educate their children. We are in a world full of wonders ladies and gentlemen.. Full of wonder indeed.

Humbug...

[[ music ]] 98 degrees
[[ book ]] Chinese Cinderella
[[ show ]] The Grudge
[[ mood ]] blah

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School?

I have met almost every teacher in school but my class teacher. During recess, we saw kar yen's grandpa in school buying socks and no. I'm not kidding. I am going for some presentation thing tomorrow. I am once again, assistant monitor. I'm in interact club.. I am also once again, form represntitive in my house, Victoria. Yes, the loser team. The team which has lost for almost 5 consecutive years. Homework piled up is as tall as my father.My monitor is sick. I am doing her work. I hope she gets well soon for my sake.

End.

Life?

Since I'm not allowed to do anything fn nowadays, life's been pretty dull. My source of communication is my handphone. With 2 bucks, I can last 2 weeks. I have promised my parents that this wonderful gadget would not disturb my grades. I am very determined to keep this promise. I don't use it much since everybody is busy. I use it for music. But once in a while, I hope that someone nice would just give me an instant message asking me bout my happiness, not my studies. This rarely happens. That's what makes it special. I also find it amazing how a friend can cheer you up. Five seconds ago, my sister just blew my head up and the next thing you know, I'm happy again just because of a short instant message. I-may gave me a present...

I hope life get's sweet. I hope I get a life.

[[ music ]] Rising sun
[[ mood ]] rushed

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Instructor course.

Will download pictures soon.

Instructor course was fine. Except for the gastric part. I was suppose to stay overnight, but with parents like mine, it's impossible. I took some pictures. Some guy was called Chun Yee, and I'm Jun Ne. People got mixed up. Quite fun actually. Went home at 11.30 p.m.

Today was the examination. We had to present/teach what we know to the members. I was quite satisfied with how well I did. Some people were really scared and they panicked. Some did quite well.People who are good will be recommended to go for some advanced thingy.

[[ music ]] I like that
[[ mood ]] tired

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[[ mood ]] blah

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I find that most people are attracted to problems. Maybe they're just concerned, curious or maybe sympathetic. Who knows? But the people which are getting these reactions are lucky. They just don't know it. Not lucky because they have problems, but lucky because someone cares.

It's life. There are always momments where it will just stop. To rest. That's when we think no one cares because it just freezes instantly  over the pressure of going on and on everyday and night. That's also how boredom was born. When there is nothing happening, we get bored. No one understands that it's just how life is. At least, they don't want to understand. We never take the time to savour that time. We never rest with life. We never go with the flow. Instead, we turn rebellious. We start blaming god on what's happening. We start blaming god because he didn't put anything special in our life. There's always something special. It's just up to you to realize that it's there.

Everyday, we complain. That's a definite. Something is bound to go wrong. We slip, forgot something, missed something etc..etc. We will complain. It's a fast job. It only takes a split second to do so. To think that we are bothered to do so. It might ease our pain but it surely wont fix it. It's just a relief.

Now, back to reality.

My sisters are currently cheering over a tennis game. I admit I get a lilttle jealous. I don't want to be busy. I just am. I hope t dies down too. There are many things which I don't want to do, but I have to do. They go shopping, lunching and loads more without me. They're going to go to college soon. Which leaves me here alone. Admit it. No one is happy when your sibling leave. No matter how much you hate them.

I have a pile of homework on my desk but here I am blogging instead. I feel horrid but I know I wont regret this.

I lost my voice over screaming at stupid juniors which doesn't know how to march. Put that aside, I lost my voice over screaming at juniors which doesn't know how to respect. I hate those little midgets... 

I still dont have my history text book.. 

I am getting lazy. So, I will stop as of now.

Cheerio.

[[ music ]] DBSK- My destiny
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An evil face can't be captured....

gundik....-.-

 how I wish I was that bored now...

[[ music ]] DBSK- Rising Sun
[[ mood ]] sore

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